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AO3 average stats meme
Tuesday 31st July 2018 9:32 pm

Since I sort of suggested it and [info]lost_spook did it. When it says average, maybe median is better, and mode for some of them, but I have 198 fics on AO3 and I am not counting those up. So mean it is.

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Fandom Questions Meme
Monday 18th June 2018 9:59 pm

The last set!

43. What ship do you feel needs more attention?
I want to say, all the really tiny ones that have very few fics, but I have a tendency to get into ships because they're tiny and have very few fics. So perhaps the answer should be none of them

46. Archive Of Our Own, Dreamwidth, LiveJournal, or Tumblr - where do you prefer to post and why?
My website, for everything. Stories of Arda for LOTR stuff, Teaspoon for Doctor Who stuff, Wraithbait for Stargate Atlantis stuff, Archive of Our Own for exchange stuff because I have to, and rare stuff which people are unlikely to look anywhere else for. I stopped posting on a very long time ago because it meant having to format everything differently and I seem to remember you had to upload a whole file, you couldn't just paste in the text.

I stopped crossposting from my site to LJ and DW a while back, when DW went https and the crossposter stopped working, on the basis that the only people following the LJ one don't use LJ any more and no one was following the DW one. So it was the simplest way to fix the crossposting problem.

I have a Tumblr account, but I don't log into it, it's just a copy of the Tumblrs I'm reading by RSS. And my Tumblrs, I mean Clients From Hell.

47. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not?
I'm assuming that by reviews it means comments. In which case, I do. For everything that I get to the end of and like. I started doing this years ago, when I was in LOTR fandom, then got out of the habit when AO3 made it easier to just press the kudos button instead. I got back into writing comments instead a year and a half ago.

I don't remember why I did originally, but I remember being persuaded by some reasoning, I forget which. When stuff was posted on LJ it was good for getting a conversation going (sometimes - fics didn't always lead to that). But AO3 is an archive not a discussion (at least that's how it feels to me). It just feels normal to me, that if I liked a fic I read, I say so.

48. Do you care if people comment/reblog your writing? Why/why not?
I'm interpreting this question on people commenting on my fic. If they're reblogging it something has gone wrong somewhere. I like people to comment - if they liked it. If they hated everything about it then I'm happy for them to keep it to themselves. It's just nice to know that someone other than me has read it and liked it.

49. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?
I don't really remember. I remember being in the Bugs fandom and I feel like I must have written fic, but I don't think I did. I just remember wishing I was interested enough in the post-series 4 fanfics to read them because I'd have liked the cliffhanger resolved. Whether I read anything in it before then I don't know. I mostly just visited the locations and took photos.

I think it was in the Star Wars TPM fandom, in the day of mailing lists seeing other people's fic and reading a lot of it that made me think I could write it too.

50. Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction! Go!
Not a massive rant, really, but I hate that exchanges have got so big and there isn't much in the way of fests, where you can sign up to write whatever you like, rather than for someone else. I feel like there used to be more prompt fests. But, of course, it's always possible that they're going on elsewhere and if they're not advertised on Fandom Calendar then I wouldn't know they exist.

To balance it out, on the love side, I like that fanfiction can give you more of the thing you like. Because there's never enough of the thing I like! And it can go places where the original canon couldn't. You can kill people off, you can resurrect them, you can change an event and explore the consequences.

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Fandom Questions Meme
Friday 20th April 2018 8:00 pm

All the writing questions.

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Fandom Questions Meme
Friday 13th April 2018 9:00 pm

I skipped some questions that are just not applicable. These are all apparently supposed to be about my current fandom, but since everything is current I just answered generally.

18. What ship have you written the most about?
Sarah/Harry, for which I have written 21 fics. Next highest is Ian/Barbara at 13. Nothing else gets into double figures. It doesn't surprise me, I wrote a lot of Sarah/Harry back in the day. There's a lot of unrequited shipping on Harry's side, but not so much on Sarah's side (in fact, I don't remember any). So that's still something I want to write.

19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them?
I'm not sure why this question says them - I'm sure it should be it. But regardless, I don't think there are any. There are ships that I hate that are big or hate the way they're written as fluffy when they should be complicated, but that includes ones I ship as well as ones I don't.

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?
Yes, a few. Missy/Master, because I never thought I'd like any pairings involving the Master. Thirteen/Missy because I don't ship the Doctor. Although I think it's because we haven't seen the Thirteenth Doctor yet. I suspect that once we do, I might go off it. Or not, who knows. Riker/Crusher, because I am very pro-Riker/Troi and I couldn't see it at all, until someone requested it in an exchange and their prompt convinced me.

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Fandom Questions Meme
Saturday 24th March 2018 6:23 pm

Things are busy at the moment (in a good way, ie with things I want to do rather than with work), so have some more meme questions.


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Fandom Questions Meme
Wednesday 21st March 2018 8:04 pm

This seems like the sort of unimportant thing I feel like talking about today.

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?
The Bill. When we first got the internet in 1996 I came across the official site and the forum. And then when they changed the forum design and decided I'd come back when they put it back to how it was... I forget when I did go back, but it was after I had a pseudonym to use on the internet. I only left when MikeB's site shut down (it had become the alternative forum when the official site got rid of its forum).

2. What is your latest fandom?
It's a toss-up between Carry On (Simon Snow) and Victoria (Drummond/Alfred). With the former I wrote a fic for Yuletide and I have been reading some fic. I keep meaning to read more but there never seems to be the time and I am really behind on B2MeM reading. With the latter I got into it late last year when I watched the second series of Victoria quickly before the Christmas special. I have written a couple of fics and started reading most of the fics on AO3, but they're pretty much all terrible (like missing capital letters, missing punctuation levels of terrible). Judging by the author's notes, I am not touching the fandom beyond that with a bargepole.

If I count things where I've read or written at one fic but nothing else, then I could also count Daisy Dalrymple, Taskmaster, Discovery and Belinda Blnked. I don't know what the bar is for saying you're in a fandom.

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?
I think it would be The Bill. I'm still friends with people I met in that fandom and they live on the other side of the world. It was when first used a chatroom (on the official site) - we used to have chats at 12pm on Sundays and after an hour the UK people would go to lunch and the Australians to bed.

And I enjoyed what we called London Trips. They started off as trips to the studio, to hang around outside and accost actors and crew, and then go to the pub. As time went on we spent less time outside the studio and more time in the pub.

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?
No. But they've either all been nice or I've just read some stuff occasionally and then that's not something you regret in quite the same way. They haven't all been great. I was in Stargate fandom when it was ridiculous and people literally couldn't understand how I could be friends with Jack/Daniel shippers when I was a Sam/Jack shipper (I later also became a Jack/Daniel shipper - I imagine shipping both would have blown their minds). The Bill fandom got a bit horrible during the soapy era (with accusations of homophobia and the coining of the word heterophobia). I ended up only going to the off topic side of the forum, but then it turned out that was the best part anyway. So I don't regret being involved in either of them.

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2017 fic roundup
Tuesday 2nd January 2018 7:46 pm

Summary: This seems to be the year of writing in new fandoms.


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End of year fandom meme
Friday 29th December 2017 3:06 pm

1. Your main fandom of the year?
In terms of fic writing and reading it's probably been Doctor Who. I don't tend to talk about it much because I find it's best enjoyed without thinking about it much.

2. Your favourite film watched this year?
I watched two films this year, Rogue One and Kinsgman. So my favourite is therefore the one I liked: Kingsman.

3. Your favourite book read this year?
Looking back, I really didn't write a lot of Reading Wednesday books this year, so I can't remember most of what I read. It's probably a tie between Carry On by Rainbow Rowell and Knowing the Score: My Family and Our Tennis Story by Judy Murray.

4. Your favourite TV show of the year?
Red Dwarf XII. Which is just as well because when I did this meme last year I put it down as my biggest fan anticipation.

5. Your favourite online fandom community of the year?
The only ones I use are LJ and DW, so those.

6. Your best new fandom discovery of the year?
Carry On, given the speed I got through the book. Although there's so much fic there I don't know where to start (so I haven't yet, but will when there's less Christmas exchange reading to do).

7. Your biggest fandom disappointment of the year?
Star Trek: Discovery. It got better when there weren't Klingons on it, but I can't stand Michael and it turns out she's the main character (I thought we were well rid of her after the first two episodes).

8. Your TV boyfriend of the year?
Probably Jonnie Peacock.

9. Your TV girlfriend of the year?
Diana Rigg, for her performance in Victoria.

10. Your biggest squee moment of the year?
Diana Rigg in Victoria. I either hadn't known she was in it or had forgotten, so I was pleasantly surprised when I finally got round to watching the latest series this month.

11. The most missed of your old fandoms?
Exactly the same answer as last year: Stargate Atlantis, caused by reading SGA Secret Santa fics (particularly the Shep/McKay ones).

12. The fandom you haven't tried yet, but want to?
Given the rate I keep acquiring them, I don't need any more.

13. Your biggest fan anticipations for the New Year?
I'm excited about the Winter Olympics and the Commonwealth Games, despite the time difference. And hoping Jo Konta does better this year (overall, not just at Wimbledon). I can't think of any answers that are non-sport ones!

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2016 fic roundup
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 6:47 pm

Summary: I didn't write much until Yuletide and then I wrote loads. Read more...

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End of year fandom meme
Thursday 22nd December 2016 6:58 pm

1. Your main fandom of the year?
I couldn't decide how to count this, so I looked back through my blog and I talked about Doctor Who, Red Dwarf, Star Trek, The Bill, The Avengers, The Guild and Star Wars.

2. Your favourite film watched this year?
The only films I've seen this year have been Star Trek, Fantastic Beasts and Finding Dory. I liked them all pretty equally, but if you were to hold a sword to my neck and force me to choose, I'd go for Finding Dory.

3. Your favourite book read this year?
I looked back through my Reading Wednesday posts and there's nothing that particularly stands out.

4. Your favourite TV show of the year?
Red Dwarf XI. "He shouts formica and invents gravy." Can't be beaten.

5. Your favourite online fandom community of the year?
LJ and DW, being my only online fandom communities.

6. Your best new fandom discovery of the year?
The Guild and Green Gables Fables. I rattled through both of those pretty quick.

7. Your biggest fandom disappointment of the year?
Maybe the news that the new Star Trek TV series is going to be on Netflix. Or no Graeme Garden on ISIHAC.

8. Your TV boyfriend of the year?
I suppose the man that was on my TV that I was most excited about was Tosh Lines.

9. Your TV girlfriend of the year?
Felicia Day.

10. Your biggest squee moment of the year?
Charlene being back in The Librarians.

11. The most missed of your old fandoms?
Reading SGA Santa fics has made me miss Stargate Atlantis. Watching late 1980s The Bill makes me miss that it's not on anymore.

12. The fandom you haven't tried yet, but want to?
I think I have quite enough to be going on with, thank you.

13. Your biggest fan anticipations for the New Year?
Red Dwarf XII. Although that won't be until autumn, so that's more my fan anticipation for next year. For New Year it's more Charlene on The Librarians, as I'm assuming/hoping she'll be back at the end of the season (I am happily unspoilered).

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One letter, six questions meme
Wednesday 13th April 2016 7:00 pm

[info]lost_spook gave me an E. Which seemed like it should be an easy letter...

Something I hate: Ear (inner). Specifically mine. Due to a case of not working properly. Or in other words, I've spent days trying to think of something I hate beginning with E and will only come up with something better the day after I post this.

Something I love: Earrings. It's not earrings I love, but silly earrings. Especially ones that are a pair, but aren't both the same. Those are my favourites. I have a fish and a hook, a man running and dinosaur, the front and back of a rabbit and various musical notes. They're an excuse to wear something small and fun.

Somewhere I've been: Eastern Europe. Not the whole of it, but enough bits to know I like it. It's pretty and the people are lovely. And mostly it's just really pretty. I'd like to go back and do other bits of it, but I didn't want to put the same answer for both questions.

Somewhere I'd like to go: The Enterprise. The original (NCC-1701) mostly, but any of them will do in a pinch. As long as the inertial dampeners are working so I can't feel we're moving, then I'll be fine.

Someone I know: Emma. Not one specific Emma, there are a lot of Emmas. It was a very common name around the time I was born, so I know quite a few Emmas.

A film I like: Ewan McGregor films. Well, not all of them. For one thing I am behind on my Ewan McGregor film watching, but also because some of the ones he's been in are shite. Looking at his imdb list there's more in there I don't like than do. But there are some I love: Moulin Rouge, Down With Love, all the bits of Star Wars he was in (the only important bits of Star Wars are the bits he was in).

If you want a letter, then ask and ye shall receive.

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2015 fic roundup
Tuesday 19th January 2016 7:00 pm

I intended to do this at the beginning of the month, but where did January go? I thought I'd better take a break from Fandom Snowflake and do this while we're still in the first month of the year at least. Read more...

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AO3 stats meme
Monday 11th May 2015 7:37 pm

It turns out I did this almost exactly a year ago. Quite of a bit of it hasn't really changed... (last year's positions are in brackets)


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WIP meme
Friday 30th January 2015 5:38 pm

When you see this, share 3 lines from each of 3 WIPs.

Technically speaking I saw this a week ago, but I didn't have 3 WIPs then. Now I do! They are all first drafts, though, so a bit terrible and when I come to do the rewrite and editing stages these bits may not survive. I am taking the '3 lines' part liberally.

Lynda Day at the Chalet School
Lynda shrugged. "I have an important question to ask you."

Miss Bettany looked almost amused at that, but found an empty classroom and perched on the edge of the teacher's table, waiting. She didn't have to wait long.

"Why is Sarah editor of the Chaletian?"

"So that's what this is about." Miss Bettany's eyes twinkled. "Why does it matter?"

"Because I wanted to do it."

The Librarians sword fighting fic
"I see you fight with the traditional [something] technique," Flynn said, his blade moving wildly, yet somehow always seeming to be in the right place when he needed it to be.

"It's working very well," Jenkins said calmly.

"But you're not beating me." Flynn was gradually pushing Jenkins backwards.

"But I am expending less energy. How long can you keep this up?"

Sarah & Harry fic for [info]onlyonebed
"I'll sleep on the floor." He wouldn't able to stretch out, but it wouldn't be too bad if there was an extra blanket in that wardrobe.

"There's not enough room," Sarah protested.

And, it turned out, no extra blankets, when Harry looked.

"Look on the bright side," Sarah said. "Maybe we'll be attacked before bedtime."

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December Talking Meme – Chalet School
Thursday 29th January 2015 5:30 pm

Chalet School was my most requested topic. And had the questions that required the most thought, so I left it till last, so I could think about it. Which meant that I started thinking about it when I started writing this.

Despite reading some boarding school stories as a child and loving them, I never came across the Chalet School. I didn't discover it at all until a few years ago when I decided to re-read some children's books I'd liked as a child. Someone mentioned Chalet School (probably [info]hhertzof). I went into one of the charity shops in town that had a room full of books and found an omnibus of the first two for 25p.

I then ended up reading the rest of the series from a combination of cheap paperbacks I bought, paperbacks and hardbacks borrowed from [info]selenay (who rudely moved to Canada when I still had one to go - I had to go out there in order to read it) and transcriptions. I've since read some of the ones written by other people and published by Girls Gone By.

It is infinitely crossover-able. Any female character who could have been around during the second half of the 20th century could have been a pupil there or taught there. Male characters are more tricky because they didn't have many male teachers and most of the men in the series were doctors at the San.


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December Talking Meme – Choir
Tuesday 20th January 2015 6:00 pm

[info]tanaqui asked about choir. The one I go to started around ten years ago, I think. I found out about it because my landlady went, but at the time I had fencing on a Thursday evening. Time passed and I found myself with some free time, discovered they were still going and so I went along.

You don't have to have an audition to join. You don't even have to be able to read music. Although those that can't sing soprano, on the basis that they tend to have the tune. I sing alto, because I can't sing very high. But I can read music. There's certainly an expectation that the altos know what they're doing, which is not always true! There are men in the choir too, but fewer and it feels like a lot more of them know what they're doing.

We tend to sing songs that most people know. So we've done songs from some musicals like My Fair Lady, Phantom of the Opera and Les Miserables. And popular songs from the likes of ABBA, The Beach Boys and The Carpenters. And other well-known things. Hallelujah is well-liked in the choir because it's fun to sing, although the altos are the only section who never get a part of the tune. Sometimes singing songs you know is hard because when you're not singing the tune, you have to not sing the bit you know. Whereas if you didn't know it to start with, you end up feeling like your part is the tune.

It tends to meet during term time. So at the end of term at the start of December there's a less of a concert and more of an opportunity to watch us practise. I've never actually made it to one because that's when work gets busiest. We have a long Christmas break and a long summer break and a concert in March. Two years ago we sung at the local folk festival, and are going to again this summer, I think. Concerts are hard, but easier when you've practised a lot.

I like singing, although it feels harder than it used to be. When I was in primary school I was in the ordinary school choir. And also in the one you had to audition for, which was small. I don't remember being able to sing the right notes at the right times being so hard then! In secondary school I was briefly in the choir. All I remember from it was the bloke who took it trying to make us laugh when we were singing at a concert.

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December Talking Meme: my username
Saturday 10th January 2015 10:07 pm

[info]aralias asked me to talk about my username.

It is Paranoidangel - all one world and no capital letter on A (I have seen other people use both these variations). In some places it's already taken so I have to put a 42 on the end, but where I can I have paranoidangel. Mostly people tend to use PA for short, although sometimes it's Para - that seems to be less recent, though.

It started at uni when we played Quake on a Friday night - and by night I mean that literally because we didn't start until the bar closed and we finished around 6am Saturday morning. People tended to use some sort of pseudonym on it. Since the internet was still quite new at that point the only one I really had was my login, which I still use now as my secret identity.

But at the time the first thing that popped into my mind was "paranoid android" (ie Marvin from Hitchhikers). But the game wouldn't let me have that many characters, so I just went with Paranoid.

About a year later I was setting up an account on Freeserve, who at the time provided dial up internet. I had to come up with an email address that was, word2 had to be unique, but word1 could be anything. I was happy with word1 being my first name, but I disliked the idea of word2 being my last name. So I went for paranoid, but it was already taken.

This was the time that Buffy was on and in the moment of having to think something up in a hurry, I decided that angel would be the best word to tack onto the end of it.

When I needed a pseudonym on the internet, paranoidangel sounded like a good choice.

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2014 fic roundup
Friday 2nd January 2015 4:30 pm


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December Talking Meme: Favourite Tolkien character
Monday 29th December 2014 3:13 pm

Finally getting back to these! [info]lindahoyland asked for my favourite Tolkien character.

The trouble is, my favourite depends a bit on what I've last read or seen, and when we're talking.

I really like Sam. He was my favourite for a while. He's loyal, and he's brave without being the brave one, if that makes sense. It's more of a background bravery. He went with Frodo, even though he wasn't so keen on the idea of adventure. He carries the ring for a bit, and then willingly gives it up - that's a pretty exclusive club of people who do that. He's an all round good egg, dependable and also the person you want by your side when throwing the One Ring into a volcano.

And then there's Aragorn. But I'm less interested in his destiny and being a King and a Ranger and marrying Arwen than I am in him growing up among Elves. It's more Estel that's my favourite than Aragorn, really. Once he's Aragorn he's far more a bog-standard hero type. Albeit one with a very pretty sword (I am anyone's for a pretty sword).

And then, of course, there's Elrond (seeing him in The Hobbit yesterday wielding a pretty sword helped with that). But Elrond is someone who loses nearly everyone he's ever loved and carries on anyway.

If I absolutely had to pick one character to be my favourite it would be Elrond and Estel. They're both interesting separately, but far more interesting together.

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December talking meme: Bunnies
Sunday 7th December 2014 6:09 pm

[info]just_ann_now asked about bunnies. Since bunnies are best illustrated, I took all of the cuddly bunnies in my house and took a photo of them:


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